Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Life what do we do?

First off im sorry i havnt written sooner i forgot my password again and had to go through the trouble of getting things back in order.
Things have gotten busy as usual. I am with a new girl and she has kids which i love but being superdad isnt easy when your multi business owner. When all else fails your prioritys should lay with God, and i have not been doing that lately. I know he has so much planned for me and has a great future in the works but sometimes im just as sure that I am the Only one who sees that. Everyone else is just humoring me and laughing in the background. Dont get me wrong this doestn sway me any. It just makes me a little frustraited.
On top of that the girl i am with is not a christain and it is playing on my soul. Is love strong enough to suffer through the process of conversions? I ask myself daily wether i am with the right person. As a christain am i suppose to look in the church only? I love being a father figure the super dad and with the worry that i may not be able to make my own then i am happy to take up someone elses. Oh the thoughts in my head.....
So i go to God. He holds all the answers even if you dont here a voice in the clouds to spell it out. I await the answers to my questions.

In other news well lets just say allot has happened. About to launch my site www.freewebs.com/investintoledo and hope that the message was from God faith is funny that way, even though im sure of it i question it somewhat, well i dont but those around me do. I know this is what God wants of me and it will happen. I will say more later but its late and i need some sleep. watch for more.